The Middle of the Story

I had such ambitions for today.

I was going to get up early, go to a coffee shop, and get work done. I had a list to go with my latte and I was going to conquer.

I’ve spent the last few days allowing myself to transition–move in, get settled, explore. And today was a day for conquering. I was going to process photography orders and look for additional work. These orders had already been delayed by my move. I was excited to tackle them, get my resume out there, and spend time writing creatively.

And then my computer wouldn’t turn on. Absolutely everything I needed to do required my computer.

A visit to the repair shop meant I would be computer-less for the rest of the day and part of tomorrow. After a diagnosis, I was also left with a pretty decent bill. It’s always fun to get bills when you don’t currently have a job.

On top of that, I found myself suddenly faced with a whole day in a brand new city, no plans, and no idea what to do.

It’s easy in moments like this to grow frustrated or overwhelmed or afraid.

But we never have to partner with those emotions. Instead, we can find joy, remain positive, and find something to be thankful for. There is always a choice.

God gave me a very clear word before I came that I didn’t need to worry about finances. While a part of me felt afraid of spending the money on repairing my computer, I refused to partner with fear. When God says He has me covered, I believe Him. Finally.

While I’d love to say I made the most of the unexpected time and had a spectacular day, I didn’t. But I did have a good day. I played music and went to the library and talked to some friends and wrote this blog (on my phone). And most of all, I didn’t allow the messy middle of my story to derail me like it has in the past.

The middle of the story is always messy. Take it from a writer, the middle of the story is always full of conflict and the unexpected. But there’s something beautiful and spectacular about holding onto hope in the middle of the story. And there’s something even more beautiful about trusting Him when you can’t see how things will work out.

So today, wherever you are, whatever you’re facing, remember this: God isn’t concerned with waylaid plans. And He isn’t overwhelmed by unexpected expenses or circumstances. Maybe it’s time you grabbed onto hope and held fast to His word in the middle of your story–because, let’s face it, you haven’t gotten to the end yet. And I’m pretty sure there’s a Happily Ever After in there somewhere.